Finally… after few months of living in a little apartment deep in hell, I’m back in sanity. Feel like I’ve just passed the dark age of my life. But I know there are even more to come. Life is not a bed of roses. Everyone knows that but forgets until they recover from the disaster. I wanted to write this very blog post few months back. But now I think it’s the best time to write this-NOW.
I was Reading Yaro starak this eve & in the next second I thought I’d better be writing this. Yaro is talking about being an exceptional blogger. It’s all about success; forget about blogging, we must try to make our life exceptional.
When I turn back & think to myself “did I do my best to myself in past 21 yrs?”, my heart replies “No you F**ker you made no good for yourself”. After 21 years of my life sometimes I feel I’m already tired. Yes my friend I feel tired. But I can’t stop here thanks to “survival of the fittest”. We are in an ultimate struggle to be the fittest, from the day we see the light to the day we leave the light forever. If I haven’t done any good yet, I must make it in the next moment.
Again sometimes I turn back & think to myself the same question I asked before. This time my brain answers “well, kid you tried to rip the best out of your life.” My brain is right. I tried. It’s the best thing a Homo sapiens could do. Try & try; one day you can fly. Everyone knows that, but forgets until they recover from the disaster.
When brain answers me I start to think deeper. I’m not Mr. Bill Gates son. I was just an ordinary creature born in a far away Island. Someone or other would think I’ve gone far more than my limits if they know how my real life faces the rotation of earth. I can be satisfied with the life status I’ve gain if I think that I got whole lot more time ahead of me which I can manage to spend for my future success if I think clever & creative enough. I got enough time unless I leave the light forever, tomorrow eve, that’s the bitter truth. Even though the truth is just like that we must grow a big heart in us to face & challenge all the intricacies of life.
When we are on our way towards success, we should never think “what do we have with us?”. The best thing we should think is “what we can do with everything we got”. You know, in the moment I type this very blog post my computer (my love) lies aside disabled & for now I don’t have an extra cent to get my love back in life. I type this on my friend’s computer & every time I want to type A I have to struggle because the A key on this Key board doesn’t function well. But I never stop this. I’m happy to undergo this pain because “there is always a hope” [Lord of the Rings] & “where there is hope, there is a way”[Lord of war]. Who knows whether this humble article hit the front page of DIGG?.
What I want to tell you through all these is “Listen to both your brain & heart, because they make you think of yourself & how to make the way towards success or just make it a little better than now”.